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Sermon for St. Matthew's
Susan J. Barnes
Luke 15: 1-10
16 September 2001

We have just heard two parables about the lost. Everyone here today has a heightened sense of the tragedy of loss. Indeed, since Tuesday, we have dwelt in the tension between joyful stories of people being miraculously found, and the dreadful reality that countless more are tragically lost forever.

Five days--121 hours later--we are here and we have to deal with the wrenching truth of our own loss - more than 5,000 fellow citizens - and of the incomprehensible hatred that caused it.

This terrorism was a violation of our community, and community is the basis of our humanity.

Through shared struggles and tragedies we can bond so strongly in small groups--at church, in the neighborhood, at work--that we form a corporate identity like a family's, a sense of one-ness, of wholeness. Some of Tuesday's survivors mourned the loss of their colleagues as though they were cherished kin, because that's how close they felt.

In today's Gospel, Jesus' parables of the lost and found are images of that kind of wholeness, which has been shattered. He was replying to his critics, the Pharisees and the scribes who could not understand why Jesus was dining with people who were outcasts, who had no standing at all in the strict social hierarchy of the day. According to them, that wasn't appropriate behavior for someone of Jesus' high status as a rabbi. You were only supposed to break bread with social equals. Jesus seized the moment to teach his fellow teachers--who were griping on the sidelines--in two master parables.

In the first, Jesus said: "Which one of you, having a hundred sheep and losing one of them, does not leave the ninety nine in the wilderness and go after the one that is lost?" With this story, Jesus tweaked the Pharisees--pulling them in two ways. On one hand, he let them identify with the shepherd as a metaphorical spiritual leader. On the other hand, he defied them to put themselves in the place of a real shepherd, who was a peasant and socially beneath them.

But Jesus had another audience, too, and one that was truly listening. The crowd that had come to hear him included shepherds who would have identified with his first story. The women in the crowd would have identified with the second parable, about the woman and the coin. That one must have really baffled the Pharisees. Why would Jesus talk about a poor woman--someone without any social standing, a non person? But Jesus did, and he dignified her, likening her careful stewardship to God's own. Through that simple parable, he honored all of the women in his audience.

In both parables, Jesus conveyed the depth of loss through the numbers. At the outset of each tale, the count is in round numbers: 100 sheep, 10 coins. With the loss--just of one--each group is fractured, reduced to an odd number. If the lost is not found, the group will never be whole again. Jesus' message to the them and to us is clear: no one is dispensable--however humble, however misled, however disaffected or crazy they might be. God will not rest until every one of us is gathered together.

The Pharisees criticized the company Jesus kept because they had narrow, legalistic ideas about who God's people were. Through the parable of the sheep, Jesus tried to give them a God's-eye view of the flock in which every single person of every state and condition belongs. He challenged the Pharisees to see a new world--God's Kingdom--where there are no outsiders, where power and status don't exist, where every person is equal in God's sight. He challenged them also, like the shepherd, to seek out the lost and bring them in. That's what Jesus did when he dined with "tax collectors and sinners"; he accepted them as equals, brought them into God's fold.

Jesus' worldview raises questions about our own outcasts. A sample list might include: people addicted to drugs; or to alcohol, gambling, shopping or other, legal things; homosexuals; the mentally ill; convicts; people from different countries; different faiths; from different neighborhoods, schools or social classes. Each of us knows our categories of people who lie on the other side of the us/them divide. I cringe to recognize the Pharisee in myself. I may be able minister to people on my list, but I can balk at the idea that--like Jesus--I must also break bread with them, befriend them, love them as I love my own nearest and dearest, as I love myself. Today I have to ask myself how I would greet someone from Afghanistan? Worse still--a member of the Taliban?

On Wednesday night I was with Eric and the youth. We knew we needed to pray together, to seek God's comfort and God's word in scripture. Mostly we needed to listen. Listening, we heard the emotions that people of all ages are feeling--grief, confusion, anger, fear. We also heard some remarkable wisdom. At closing prayer a thoughtful young man prayed for God to be with us, but even more for God to be with the men who committed the acts, because--he said--they need God more than we do. And a not-so-little child shall lead them. That high school student has gotten it. He has internalized the radical message of today's gospel. In God's sight, there are no outsiders, no "others"; we all are one family, one flock. How on earth do we, do I, extend the love I have for closest kin and friends, people with whom I belong---to people who may offend me, or infuriate me, or disdain me, or frighten me in ordinary circumstances--much less now, to people who might be threatening our very way of life? I begin by meeting them as individual human beings, not as members of any category--as children of God, like me.

Then I have to face and to break down my prejudices. It may be that all I can do is to pray. But that is the right beginning, because it puts the matter in God's hand where it belongs. Today's reading from 1 Timothy Paul reminds us that only God can melt the hardened heart, as God did Paul's own

God is working, even through these horrible events. There are signs of a new sense of unity in the human family. Headlines in European newspapers on Wednesday read: "We are all Americans." On personal business in Houston Friday, I worshipped at Christ Church Cathedral. As the crowd there swelled to bursting, the pews packed and hundreds standing through the service, I thought, "We are all New Yorkers."

At the same hour, a standing-room congregation was here at St. Matthew's-- some for the first time. They came to weep and pray together. The tragedy of our great loss has opened our hearts to God and to one another in beautiful, powerful, miraculous ways.

There is a time to weep, a time to mourn. Now is such a time.

But as Christians we are called to do more. A few weeks ago, Bishop Cox reminded us that the church is a healing community year round, not just on special weekends. The mission of the church is to reconcile all humankind to God and to one another in Christ. Jesus' parables of the lost sheep and the lost coin tell us that we all are meant to be whole, to be together as God's family.

Jesus gave us the words and the example. We know what we must fight every barrier within us, every prejudice, every judgment that keeps us from honoring any person. More: we must go out, to find those who are lost--in Austin and everywhere. We must minister to them where they are and pray for them. And when they are ready, to carry them lovingly into the community, to create the whole family of God--here, now, one relationship at a time.

This a towering ideal, but it is all there in the Episcopal baptismal vows. There we pledge "to seek and serve Christ in all persons, loving our neighbor as ourself," and to "strive for justice and peace among all people, respecting the dignity of every human being".

We can not do that alone, but we can, and we will do it, with God's grace, with God's help.



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